Humiliation is part of the game of football and the bigger game of life. You get knocked down from time to time. What you need to do is to pick yourself up, analyse why you fell and resolve not to get knocked down that way again.
There are so many things to live for, so many valid aspirations to pursue. Please don’t drop the ball and give up on life; never ever stop trying and pursuing. It gets darker when light is about to appear.